Typing in message box is common and normal, everyone does that to post. On the other hand, showing your feelings like this is a sign of weakness, not strength. Internet is always internet even though you may know someone in a real life from ED. If it really is necessary to talk about this issue/emotion, I'd say I agree with some of the things you've typed. Don't always believe your eyes. As I previously said, this is internet. Everything can be modified, created and destroyed. Usually I would create a link here to Murphy's Laws, but I think you know what Im talking about. PM me if you don't. You have to find the real information instead false or false-positive. It's hard nowadays, but keep it up.